literature, linguistics

today, in miss shima's class, literature, we were discussing one nice short stories i must say. written by Ong Tee Saik, The Shirt, my emotions were struggling deep down my heart. i feel angry, i feel sad, i feel pain too..

i can feel emma's pain when she actually realised that she have been lied by Wu Cheng, her lover. i can feel the numbness when i read throughout the short story and finally i know, a part of Emma is me.

but then, i know, Emma is an atheist, and I have God that I can rely to. being dumped, left because of other girls makes me realise, love makes anything possible. i was once fight for my love, although the security is not there. i know the possibility of him to leave me, it's just i don't know when and how. it is just a matter of time.

i have to think as an grown up. miss shima is soooooo right. i won't regret anything, i have done my part, i have done my best, and letting him go after i fought for my right is waaaaayyyy too good...

linguistics, oh, i must say that linguistics is a prove that i have to increase my effort towards my studies. i can't just simply lying around, do nothing and get good result as there are luck. this is a serious thingy.

i am far left behind. it started to make me tremble and shaking all the way.

oh, abang shikh are freaking me out with the facts that he knows with whom i've been speaking to. not only that, he's been asking for the question that my friends has asked before in the evening. aih...

arrrggghhhh...

i can't sleep. 6 o'clock.

tik tok...

esok pagi memang siap la....